AFTER!!!!!!!!!

After all that sadness and all that change I finally smile every day!!!  We all deal with grief differently in our own insides of brain workings. 

And it is sold!  This is great.  $$  So happy ever after.

forever change

something happened that will never allow me to be the same again.  everything is now different. 

I wish that day never happened.

Post death post

So, this might be my first normal post-death post.  In reviewing the past few months it is quite a rather impressive change.

First there was hurt. Then there was pain. And more pain.  Pain.  The reality squeezed into my life.

You are there, but in a different.  Not like I thought.  You are only a memory.