Monday, December 15, 2014

You're gone. You're really gone.

You're gone.  You're really gone. 

I don't know what to say.  I don't know if I miss you.  I don't know what it is like to not have you in my life.  Is this good?  Is this bad? 

We are apart now.

Am I lost?  Am I found?

You are not in my life.  I am on a path without you.

It happened.

You're gone. 

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Good bye

Last night I said good-bye to an old friend.  It was hard, but easy. 

Time to leave that path we walked together, and for me to start a new journey without you. I will miss you, and everything you taught me. 

Good-bye.

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Hello there lone keyboard

Seems as though my keyboard wasn't working, by that I really mean my computer broke and I tried to replace it but it was more than I was expecting and I finally purchased a new computer.  Oh and my new computer I really mean a hip laptop.  Love color. 

How could I pass up a day like today to journal my feelings and let it all come out.  For that is today, good feeling.  Good luck.  And good fortune.  Overall, I have to say that is good.  But since I was up late last night, it is almost time for a brief nap.  Hello pillow.  Then hello coffee.

Monday, November 24, 2014

The laundry is in need of a cleaning

Great day to be at the Laundromat, but for a place that is supposed to make all of my clothes sparkly clean, this place is dirty.  I see remnants of hair, soiled belongings, food, and a smokers cig butt on the floor.  When you want to be clean, you want the place you get clean, to be clean.  Is that too much to ask? 

Clean = good.  Trying to get clean when its dirty = gross. 

Good/Gross.

I think I like CLEAN clothes.  Please mop the floors.  Hmm, I wonder about the buttons I just pushed.  That's another manic topic for me.  Jeepers.

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Starting new

When things get to be so difficult you have to start new and start over and stop being reliant on your past.  But sometimes there is something haunting you from your past, a mistake you made that makes it hard to move on.  I will move on.  I will move on.  My motivation has dropped to a record low and now it is starting to affect my health.  Why am I letting it affect my health?  I have no idea, but I did let it affect my health.  I created this destructive problem and now it is time to fix it.

Have you ever had a problem so big, you didn't know how to fix it?

Have you ever had a problem that affect YOUR HEALTH?

Have you ever needed to find a new path in life, to get away from the past?

Well, that is me.  Help me move it.  This is ok. This is ok.  This is ok.