Thursday, April 16, 2015

Oh yes, for my friends back home, my newest tat

For all my friends at home, here is the latest from a few months back.  I am working on my next by the years end.  Going to be grandiose!

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Electric Forest Festival

With a name like Electric Forest Festival, we need to attend such a celebration.  Count me in.

new car for me and so excited

Really been thinking about a new car, since this one still holds on old memories attached... it is time to move on and start everything completely and totally brand new.  And I drove out a few new models recently, ok the new car models are sweet and much more reasonable.  I can rid myself of the car and replace for new.  I can then go to new places with my new ride.  So excited.  (Mostly physically the tangible ideal attached to him, but more so for my detachment from him.)  My head is almost healed from his loss.

But now, it is time to drive one more and hopes to make a new decision this next week. 

NEW.  IT's TIME.  I'M READY.  FINALLY!!!!!!!!!

Monday, April 6, 2015

Fun times with family

Fun times with my family this weekend.  My mind is getting better and I am feeling better now.  Every day getting better and better.  I didn't put much thought into how this blog with create itself and really it is helping recreate me.  It is working so much more improved now and really doing much better.  Healthy mind is a healthy body.

Today's haiku

Lost, lonely and scared.
Path ahead is looking bright
New birth is coming.

Monday, March 30, 2015

new home

New home without you.  Wowser it was so much easier with you.  I've been trying not to write about you in the J, but as I look for a new home.  I feel the pain. 

Stop dwelling on how great I had it, and how lonely I am.  FOCUS ON THE GOODNESS.

snails this morning

I came about a few snails this morning outside.  Small and slimy, but able to lift 10 times their body weight and nocturnal.  My mom was with, and although she wasn't a truly impressed with the slimy nature of the hermaphrodites, she was impressed their winter survival.

Truly the sign of a good day! 

Thursday, March 26, 2015

Dinner with my mom

I miss having dinner with my mom as a child.  Such an innocent memory for me.  Today's haiku is for my mom.  I miss her and can't wait to see her.

Upon rise you gave
Throughout day you smiled and praised
On eve you had warmth

Love you mom for making me be the best.  I crave the day I get to be a mother like you.