Thursday, April 30, 2015

Ready to move

Tonight is moving night.  DANCE LESSONS.

Trying something I would normally never do.  Ever. 

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

second chances

The cycling of ups and downs, and ups and downs.  Does anyone deserve a second chance?  Are there an exception to when you should allow someone to treat you with poorest of intentions.

For weighing those thoughts, I do now give this:

Our thoughts can weigh heavily on the intentions of others. Their actions sometimes hide the true intent inside. It is this that bewilders the soul, and causes heartache where heartache is not due. We can wrap ourselves in thoughts of rejection and embarrassment only to overshadow the true beauty of it all.

The heartache is there for a reason. The love may be brief but it is still that wondrous emotion that can set the heart alight. Embrace this every chance you get. Live carefree for those few moments and know that you have grown from this experience. Whether it amounts to a lifetime of happiness or just a few fleeting moments.

Give in to this feeling, and sow it everywhere you go. It is in this that we unlock the eternal gates and flock to the forefront of compassion. For it is in compassion that true happiness resides.

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

one more

One more week to go and I am thrilled in depth.  Can't wait. 

Today's Haiku:

Fresh in my blank mind
Hurt that you caused me to have
So to pull away

Sunday, April 19, 2015

Should I move????

Yesterday I was contacted by someone who wants this blog.  I guess we share a name although not countries.  Maybe it means more to her than me.  Maybe I need to morph into a new blog.

Thursday, April 16, 2015

Oh yes, for my friends back home, my newest tat

For all my friends at home, here is the latest from a few months back.  I am working on my next by the years end.  Going to be grandiose!

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Electric Forest Festival

With a name like Electric Forest Festival, we need to attend such a celebration.  Count me in.

new car for me and so excited

Really been thinking about a new car, since this one still holds on old memories attached... it is time to move on and start everything completely and totally brand new.  And I drove out a few new models recently, ok the new car models are sweet and much more reasonable.  I can rid myself of the car and replace for new.  I can then go to new places with my new ride.  So excited.  (Mostly physically the tangible ideal attached to him, but more so for my detachment from him.)  My head is almost healed from his loss.

But now, it is time to drive one more and hopes to make a new decision this next week. 

NEW.  IT's TIME.  I'M READY.  FINALLY!!!!!!!!!

Monday, April 6, 2015

Fun times with family

Fun times with my family this weekend.  My mind is getting better and I am feeling better now.  Every day getting better and better.  I didn't put much thought into how this blog with create itself and really it is helping recreate me.  It is working so much more improved now and really doing much better.  Healthy mind is a healthy body.

Today's haiku

Lost, lonely and scared.
Path ahead is looking bright
New birth is coming.