Does this work? Is this me? What did I get myself into. This is normal. This is normal. This is normal. Ok. Does this seem healthy for my body and soul. I am going to find out.
Today, does not feel normal. But what is every day supposed to feel like? Why does every day have to be idyllic. Or perfect. I'm not perfect, but ok the way I am right now. Ok. Why do I have to struggle. What is this struggle teaching me.