Really been thinking about a new car, since this one still holds on old memories attached... it is time to move on and start everything completely and totally brand new. And I drove out a few new models recently, ok the new car models are sweet and much more reasonable. I can rid myself of the car and replace for new. I can then go to new places with my new ride. So excited. (Mostly physically the tangible ideal attached to him, but more so for my detachment from him.) My head is almost healed from his loss.
But now, it is time to drive one more and hopes to make a new decision this next week.
NEW. IT's TIME. I'M READY. FINALLY!!!!!!!!!